“I
guess it’s for my own goodness. You came to me at the wrong time, the time when
someone already owns me. I can’t be owned by two entities. There’s always one
that must be sacrifice for the sake of the other one. I tried to be there for
you, I gave you most of my time. Even while doing other things, you’re always
the one that I think of. Maybe because just a simple thoughts of you makes my
day complete. You gave me hope whenever life’s giving me a hard time. You’re
always my sunshine everytime the rain floods my way. I’ll always reminisce our
good times together. I’ll not say goodbye, ‘coz I know I’ll always find a way
to be with you again. It’s really hard for me to be away with you even for a
minute, but I know there will come a time that we’ll be together again. Please
be patient! Just wait for me!”
I actually met
him through my hubby. It was just a simple getting-to-know-you conversation.
I’m not interested at first, but it’s the hubby who’s very vocal of his good
qualities. He’s always telling me how he was cherished by his companion’s wife.
That many people are so obsessed about him, and all that… Okay, after telling
me all those “good and obsessing traits” of him, I am finally convinced and
decided to give it a try.
The first “dates”
were so bland, I was so confused. I can’t understand him. But still, I
continue. Upon learning his cute acts, his cute stories, I’m starting to like
him.
The fondness I
felt for him is slowly developing. The attachment we had had grown deeper.
Eventually it became affection, and finally the “obsession.” The craziness I
felt for him was showing on my actions and it starting to fret my hubby. I
tried to convinced myself that it was just like a “fad” that will lasts for
just a short time. But until now I’m still so into him! God knows, I really
tried to forget him! But I can’t. He was so “extensive” that I can’t be able to
stop myself from getting jaded of him. After learning one of his “character,”
here comes the other one. He’s like a computer hub that had many networks outside.
It’s like the more I get to know him, the more I want him.
I even introduced
him to my friends and relatives. And, they liked him, too! See… he had a power
to attract people! I don’t know what will happen next. Whew!
