I’ve been missing you so much. Only
now I realized the things you keep on telling me when you’re still here with
us. The things you told me, the lessons you taught me, the worries u feel, your interests in life on which I, myself, find
interesting too, those for-the-girls-only chitchats we shared, your belief
& principles, ideology & thoughts – all of those things, reminding me
of your presence once upon a time - are now memories.
Sometimes I smile when I remember your tactlessness, then I realized, I missed your bluntness, your rudeness. The way your react on a certain situation, I understand it now, cause that’s the way I will react too, but I think in more restrained manner. I wish I am strong as you, and as smart as you. The high and mighty facade you show hides a little modesty and reserved attitude inside. Some don’t see that, but I do. I always do, ‘coz I feel you. And I want to thank you for helping me to know and understand myself more – simply by watching you.
Sometimes I smile when I remember your tactlessness, then I realized, I missed your bluntness, your rudeness. The way your react on a certain situation, I understand it now, cause that’s the way I will react too, but I think in more restrained manner. I wish I am strong as you, and as smart as you. The high and mighty facade you show hides a little modesty and reserved attitude inside. Some don’t see that, but I do. I always do, ‘coz I feel you. And I want to thank you for helping me to know and understand myself more – simply by watching you.
Up until now, I just can’t believe that you’re really gone. All I want is to see you again! I think I have to continue what you have started... Till we meet again, Ma’am! Xoxo…
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